Schmoopy..

I stare off into space.
Focusing, but not.
Breathing Deep.

Mind racing.
Slowing.
Stalled.

Sadness?
Thoughtfulness?
Emotionless?

Emotional.
Inside.
And Out.

……..

I dunno what it is.

LaLa says it is a Leo thing.

Others say I am just a big girl.

I think I have probably listened to too much of The Cure.

I just get all mopey sometimes. You know, in a way, I think men can have ‘that time of the month’ as well as women.

I don’t think I am an overly emotional person, but I am not adverse to a good cry, or the odd emotional outburst.

Actually, come to think of it, I am probably a lot more emotional than a lot of other guys, but it could be that I just let it out more than others.

I dunno.

Then there is passion.

Passion v Emotion.

Is it the same thing?

I love passion. I love being passionate. I think everyone needs a passion. (or two)

If you don’t have passions, maybe you don’t feel emotions?

….

Cuddling my kids beings out my Schmoopiness.

Missing someone brings out my Schmoopiness.

Full Moon.

Warm Weather.

Happiness.

Sadness.

Gah. Bed time for me.

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About Mick

I've been around a while. I like to wrap myself around the warm security of the interwebs which have consumed me since 1993. I whinge, I rant, I crap on. Enjoy. View all posts by Mick

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